2011 is gonna end in 4 days. So how is 2011 for you?
It's a year full of ups and downs for me. I lose, I gain.
In 2011, I ended a heartfelt relationship, and was very very broken.
But I'm very lucky to be able to stand on my two feet again, I really should thank my friends for it. Always there for me, always let me know that I'll never be alone. I still remember how I screw up my life trying to get over this relationship, how foolish.
So I spent Valentines' Day single again. I always have this wish to spend it with somebody very special to me. But again, thankfully I have my really awesome friends. The boys even get us bouquets of roses and deliver it to our place. It's my first time receiving bouquet of roses.
In 2011, to continue screwing up my life and a present for myself. I had a tongue piercing.
I can still remember the thought process I been through. How it felt like after it. Though I took it out after a few months living with it but I did not regret it. It was something I wanna try for very long.
In 2011, I turned 18. I had a mini party which is super last minute, one thing I regret. But it's truly a blast. I wanna thank everyone who attended and people who helped out to make this work, especially my dear bbg who even stay over at my place the previous day to help out. I had birthday bash for the first and I suppose the last time.
In 2011, I made friends and I hate to say lose some.
I went to my course's camp and got closer to my classmates, am really glad I went. Then months later things happen and I have to say good bye to a good friend of mine. I swear till today I am still upset that it happened.
So since I'm 18, I go to clubs more often, met people. Got close to this group of girls. I'm really happy I met them and get to know them. I don't have many friends because I don't open up to people easily. But somehow we got to know each other.
In 2011, I got closer with my secondary friends too. 38 + 1; we got this name yesterday, finally. It's funny where it is originated. I love this group of girls, I can pour my heart out with them, I feel really comfortable with them. And I'll always remember it all started with food! We are all gourmets and I'm the frog in the well, so they are the ones who bring me eat food that I should have try before.
In 2011, I adopted a new pup.
Yogi. He's a smart puppy, but very very grumpy. Sadly it couldn't get along with my family and all so we have it give it back. No one is happy about it.
In 2011, I met this very special somebody and now we are sharing a very special relationship together. (Yea I know I'm kinda fucked up having two relationships in a year)
This is the guy who will cycle to my place at wee hours just to see me. This is the guy who will stay under my block till as late as 4am to spend time with me. This is the guy who will take care of me when I'm beyond drunk. This is the guy who is willing to spend 2 hours to listen to me talking about life. This is the guy I love.
Though we are going through a rough patch in our relationship now, I believe we can get over it together. You have to know, you are very special to me.
And thank god in 2011, I did not lose this really awesome group of people who will be there for me no matter what. And in fact we got closer.
I'm thankful for everything I have; my family, friends and everything. They say everything happens for a reason so I guess there's a reason why some stay while some decided to leave.
My new year's resolution for the year 2012 would be; I will try the best that I could to not screw up and not let anyone walk out of my life again.
2011 is still amazing, despite all the upset things I've been through.