The feeling sucks...

When you're always the one who wants this, that and that. With expectations come disappointment. But no one will love you the way you expect/want them to. And even if you tell them what you want and they follow it, you will feel that they were merely doing what you want and not cause they know it makes you happy if they do it. Frustrating isn't it?

I'm afraid to tell you how much I wanna see you cause I don't wanna be seen as a clingy and annoying girlfriend. Mental struggles.

Being in a relationship means too many strings attached,  too much to think about...