Don't know why it's so tough this time round. It's been really long since we broke up but it still feels like it's yesterday. Right now I can still cry while thinking about it. And I can't stop thinking.

Why why why.... Why is it so tough this time?

I've always been so strong...

I hate how I feel. I feel so empty. I feel lonely even though I'm surrounded with people whom I love and who loves me.

It sucks seeing/knowing how happy you are now, without me. It hurts to know it's a damn right decision to break up. It sucks even more seeing you move on when I'm still stuck. It's stupid for me to be still thinking, of you.

I want the old times back.