Sorry guys. Yet another emotional post. Can't help it.

2012 hasn't been treating me well, in fact damn terrible.

I thought things would get better in August. Initially it looks like it, but today just proved it wrong.

Today is damn fucked up. I confronted my boss and things don't end well so I quit. Guess what are her "last words" to me?? It was "okay, understand" SERIOUSLY?!?! I have been working for you for nearly two years. Two years and all I is "Okay understand"??? Two years and that means nothing to you? I'm sorry but it means something to me.
I should have listened to others' advice to leave the company long ago. But I chose to stay because I knew you needed manpower and I want to be responsible and not leave you in deep shit. I guess I have overestimated myself. To think of it the only time you're nice to me is when you have a favour to ask. So fucked up omg I wonder why have I stayed for so long and this is actually my longest job.

Checklist: lose my job. Checked.

I wonder what's next on the list. Seriously I can't afford to lose anything else anymore. What's left are the ones closest to me. My family and friends. You wanna take it away from me as well????

I really hope not

And I hope dad will be fine