I'm sorry. I did it again.
I'm just...... Afraid, very afraid, terrified, petrified.
I meet obstacles and I wanna give up again. I'm afraid that I'm just living in denial. Or like the previous time, I fought so hard for a meaningless battle. So I decided to give up. But I regret every time after I said it.
Thank God, you never ever give up, NEVER EVER.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I love you.