Talked to A and catch up about life. Asked him why is he still single though he's such a nice guy. He told me he's afraid, afraid to pick up the pieces of his heart again.
Was trying to convince him and it made me realised how I love the beautiful feeling of being in love though I detest and very afraid to get my heart broken. Yea it sucks to feel heart broken, the pain is indescribable. And true that, when a heart breaks it won't break even. But I always think it's worth the risk.
We only live once. Why not fight for what we want against all odds.
Talked to M too, and it made me realised how much I missed her, despite for not talking for such a looooong period of time.
I remembered once we had lunch over at her place she cooked maggi while she had porridge, my lunch turned out better than hers! I remember we used to be on the phone till 4 in the morning, she said she had never done it with any other girls. While reminiscing, it made me feel guilty. Guilty for being mad at her for a period of time because she stopped contacting me. Well well, why hold these grudges. I rather have her back than to be mad at her.
I remembered once we had lunch over at her place she cooked maggi while she had porridge, my lunch turned out better than hers! I remember we used to be on the phone till 4 in the morning, she said she had never done it with any other girls. While reminiscing, it made me feel guilty. Guilty for being mad at her for a period of time because she stopped contacting me. Well well, why hold these grudges. I rather have her back than to be mad at her.
I love having hth with my old friends. The feeling is so beautiful, it feels so good.