I'm a mess, complete mess. 

Always saying things that hurt you just because I wanna tell you how I feel. Always feeling insecure, always being paranoid, making you feel frustrated. Always telling you things I want from you, want you to be, making things so hard on you. 

I don't think you'll be reading this, but just feel like saying.

It's hard to be with me, I know you feel that too. But I truly hope you won't give up on me.

SIGH