"I'll be okay on my own, it has always been like this."

I tell myself that, almost every time.

I may seem strong and act like nothing is gonna break me apart. But it's not true. I just bottled up. I don't know why I wouldn't be who I really am and must pretend to be okay every time I'm not. Maybe I'm afraid that if I do so, I'll be vulnerable, easily broken.

At times, I'm tired to pretend to be strong, tired of being on my own and I just wanna fall, into the arms of somebody who I could really trust, who I could rely on, who will never leave me, no matter how hard it is to be with me.

And I always hope it will be you.......