When things fall apart, I go crazy. I might do the silliest things ever, to feel better.

I put up a strong front and pretend to be okay. Smiling and laughing at the smallest things, hoping it could help me forget what's troubling me though I clearly know it doesn't.

Tell me how does it feel when I feel like a horrible sister and having issues with my friends, all at the same time. It felt like everything is falling apart, bit by bit. I don't know what else is gonna fall apart, and when.

Right now, all I need is for things to fall back in place again.

I just wanna feel right again, once more.