It's been a wk. Bt it feels like it happened ytd.
If I tell you I've gotten over it and no longer upset, I'm lying. It's me, I take a long time t accept facts, t adapt t changes.
I rmbed I took like 10 mnths t get over my first boyf. 10 mnths omgosh cn you believe tht. I rmb all th silly things I've done t make myself "feel btr". I picked up smoking for a short period of time. I eat like as if there's no such thing on Earth called fats. T think of it, it's so silly, so nt worth. Nt like he could feel my pain, or in other words, care. Actually he does jus tht I didnt knw, till now.
Bt this time, I dont wna do all these things t myself. Mus learn t love myself.
Well well, If it's meant t b, it will b.
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